“What do we do now?”
“I guess, we just stand here like this until something else happens.”
this was Jef and I today after not seeing eachother for a few days. Im falling again wtf!
Here we go again, he came over briefly yesterday. I cleaned my room cause he is a neat freak, kudos for that. My room had all this sunlight coming into it, I had all the Windows open, we started making out, I showed him that I shaved my kitty. He then put his hand down there and played with my clit. Made me so wet. I went down on him, I have a mirror so I looked at the mirror while I sucked him off. I look so sexy sucking cock ha!I grabbed one of my condoms and put it on him.
I rode that Dick so good, he came and unfortunately he had to go see his sponsor. He didn’t want to leave. I feel like aphrodite in the love chambers of my home. Anyhow, he really enjoyed it. Later on he texed me that he wanted to hold me after that and eat dinner watch some netflix and pass out. I like him. I like him a lot. I won’t be able to see him till tmrw. He works his steps and that shit makes me happy. He is one step ahead of me. Im not even finished with my fourth yet. That’s besides the point. I want more of him, I’m adickted Hahaha.
So the guy I was speaking in Long Island, well it was just a fling, he started taking pics with another chick at the bar, then he added her on facebook the next day. HE then asked me why I wanted to stop talkin to him. I says to him “If you are that oblivious, even more of a reason to stop talking to you”. HE then admitted that if that pictures was going to make me cut ties with him that he would have not put it up in the first place, I then said to him “But you added her on facebook”of course this bullshit facebookdrama, and drama period has me waisting energy, so I told him to loose my number, cut him off facebook, cut him out of my life.
The 23 year old disappeared after our last bid, and all of a sudden I see his friend Jeff, the one I had thought about maybe having a threesome with. I talked to him at a meeting on Monday, and he told me NAte 23yo relapsed, but he still hasn’t called me. Today I hit up Jeff again, he is the 40 year old that was dating that bitch that she never gave it up to him. He came over,we watched hemlock-grove together, and one thing lead to another, we ended up banging. He kissed me so good, he knew exactly how to kiss me. Now don’t get me wrong the young buck Nate he is great in bed but there was something about Jeff that made me want more of him. Jeff is more responsive. But i’m swimming in dangerous water here. NAte is roommates with Jeff, and pretty much NAte never calls me anymore, but Nate and I aren’t together anymore. Jeff was dating a sponsee sister of mine which I feel shes a fuking cunt. My sponsor doesn’t want me to hang out with guys anymore, and here I am hanging out with a guy who is forbidden to talk to one of my sponsee sisters, and jeff and nate are bestfriends. HE feels bad but he notices that Nate is not into me like that. BEsides im not nates girlfriend. So anyways, he is starting to like me, and I am starting to like him. I like this forbidden thing we got, it secret and I don’t have to tell anyone my business. If anyone ever finds out, Im doomsday with my sponsor, sponsee sisters, the fellowship, Nate and that would devastate me and it would probably devastate Jeff.
with a mask on my face call me stanley ipkiss
charged da bitch 4 kidnaping wit all diz dick she taking
Self medicating in the field meditating cell phone radiation really got me levitating ” DAMN.
this beat just dont fucking quit~i love it!
MARVEL.NACHO PICASSO, BSBD